Saturday, September 20, 2014

Emotions

23 May,2014

If people question you for being "emotional" - or judge you - do not feel guilty - for passion is also an emotion - and without passion - one can't go full throttle after what they want - to do and achieve. If you put your all into something - you are bound to be emotional - and there's NOTHING WRONG WITH IT! 

Don't Smile no more!

22 May, 2014

They told me I was too nice - always "pleasing" 
They told me I always smile - never "demeaning" 
They told me to "give up" - saying "you'll mess it up" 
They wanted me to stick to "what I know" - for I may never grow  
I was confused. I was unsure. 
Was it that bad to be nice to people? 
Was it that bad to greet everyone with a smile and not sneer? 
Was it that bad to try something "new"? 
Was it that bad to not follow "norms" but instead do what I'm *required to do* 
They told me I'm good at team work! 
When it came to the death table - they left me to naught! 
I pushed.. I prodded some more... 
I sweat.. I bled.. 
Sleepless nights I had.. 
I somehow survived! 
Today - when it came to seeing the dream turn to reality  
They told me to step away and smile 
They told me to be nice and make way for others to be in the limelight 
Now I no longer smile (deep down) 
Now I no longer am nice ( to those I don't need to) 
I wonder who won - those who wondered at my smile - or those who snatched away the same with their smiles (lies!)

#Life #Reality #People  

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

The Hypocrisy of it all!

Why is it always an uphill battle to ask for what you deserve - by default? Why must one always have to fight-after one point, its worthless

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Mind you Anna!

They say respect is earned, not snatched. And you need to treat the others WITH respect, for them to look UPTO you with Respect. Forget about respect, some people don't even deserve your ear. When people in so called "high positions" talk the language of the dirt, you can't really bear to see eye to eye with them - not 'cuz you don't agree with them - but because you'd rather not soil your time and peace of mind for the worthless idiots that smile from ear to ear after speaking the filthiest of languages! Waaaaaat is the world coming to? Where did all the good people disappear?!!! 

#Rantings #RandomBakkar #KillSomeone

Monday, February 10, 2014

Happiness is...




Happiness is...


A hot cup of coffee in the morning...
A cold rush of wind breezing my face when I'm feeling down...
My dad's smile when he greets me home...
My sister's twinkling eyes when she's upto some mischief...
A glass of red wine on a lazy Friday evening...
My favorite pair of red sandals to put a spring in my step...
Finding that one song that says what I cannot put into words...
Catching that sense of wonder in someone's eyes out of nowhere...
Driving to a destination.. With no timelines to meet...
Discovering a hidden stash of To-write notes
Chancing upon the sun twinkling ashore...
Life's made up of such moments galore...   if only we stopped.. Looked around... And waited some more...
 

The "Spring Cleaning"

On a cleaning spree... Home.. Work.. Life and Mind..


Body? Well, apart from the daily routine, this one needs to wait!

Coming back to this year's opening line... If 2013.. And the last one month of 2014 has taught me something.. It is a loong list of Not-to-do's. The NTD's which might have made my life a wee bit easier, had I known them earlier.
But I guess that's another thing about life.. You dont learn until you live it.. Experience it.. Survive it.. 

The NTD's give a resounding slap on my face, and bring me back to reality, everytime I start going haywire. Well, I'm not a very proud planner of my life, even though planning is what I do for a living!

Strangely enough, I still refuse to regret anything I've done. Yes, I could have done a lot of things a lot of different ways, seen people for who they were and what they are capable of.. Known that all good things come to an end, and also that the biggest mistake one could do to themself is put themself aside for "the greater good". Greater Good??? Baaah.. It shits the ass, Mind my french!

I know now that sometimes, life teaches u what you thought you always knew, but strangely enough thought happened in a world removed from your own. I realized that its ok to make mistakes, but important to never ever repeat them. That sometimes, when we run away from the known for the excitement if the unknown, it could prove to be the biggest adventure of your life, but sometimes it could also turn your life upside down.

At the end of it all, I now know that nothing is ever the same - family, friends, love, life, US. Sometimes, things change gradually till one day you realize that there's an entirely new person standing in front of you.. And sometimes all it takes is one moment.

One moment that could change the face of your life. And you... Sometimes for the worse, a lot of times for the better! :)

Thursday, January 16, 2014

New Beginnings....

2014 - I am going to start writing. Regularly. About anything. Books/Movies I like. Places I wanna travel to. Films I wanna catch - get dvds/download/go watch with a friend. 

My travels - I realize I have so much to write about! What makes me stop, refrain from writing, I wonder. I need to take myself less seriously and just pen down my thoughts as the words flow. Since that's the best times when my Mind and heart are in perfect harmony, dancing together in the dim light of a glowing candle, casting shadows on the walls of life.