TOO CLOSE TO REALITY!!!

Ever wondered why sometimes we get so depressed all of a sudden?! We don’t seem to be able to deal with anyone and anything. We are irritated, anxious, on such a short fuse that we get angry on ridiculous things and snap at anyone and everyone. We get a feeling that nothing, just nothing is working out, people do not understand us. Why, oh why can’t they get it through their big, fat head? The very jokes we would have howled with laughter at somehow don’t seem even minutely funny -“ Was I supposed to laugh at that, eh?”. Our family becomes our enemy, friends irritating crackpots. Nothing interests us at all. Our face becomes an all-time frowning poster; smile a thing of the past! And to top it all we just can’t fathom what the hell is happening and why? We slept with a smile on our face just last night and cracked a joke or two with buddies. Is this even for real or am I hallucinating. Those who can’t stand our ridiculous behavior give us one back, those who can-either sympathize with our ‘Mood-swings” or thankfully just leave us alone. Somehow these Mood effects are a basic character trait of mine. Some just brush it off as normal “cancerian behavior”, others couldn’t give a damn and my parents scratch their head thinking what could’ve happened to me now? The most interesting and embarrassing thing happens when the very next day we greet everyone as NORMALLY as we could, as if nothing happened- no, nothing at all. We are given wary looks by friends and acquaintances who don’t know whether to approach or not for fear of a repeat telecast, family members are extra sweet and cautious and those we pissed off badly just shrug and ignore us altogether.

Wish we could have a sign stuck on our forehead those days which says- in bold letters “STAY AWAY- I MIGHT JUST BITE YOU”