Life has become such a mad rush.. We are always rushing for something or the other.. Sometimes it's a rush to achieve something new.. at other times, to forget something bitter.. at times it is to outrun the world and its pain, sometimes in search for glorious exclaims!
It's been over 4 years since mom passed away and already over 4 months since dad did.. two thirds of my life is yet to start and I've already lost two thirds of my immediate family. When I look back at their photographs, I sometimes have to pinch myself to realize so much time has passed. So much! Where? What have I really done all this while? Sure, I might have won a few businesses for my company, or over-taken a few BMW's on the road, left back some old friends and gathered a few more on the way. But what for? Sometimes all of it seems so futile. Where exactly is my life leading me to? Couldn't it have gone wherever it had to with my family still intact? With people I've loved at some time or the other still with me? Why is it that something needs to shatter so you build something new? Why the end for a new beginning? How much more destruction till the Gods up there think enough is enough? Not just for me personally, but for the world at large? So much destruction.. so much loss.. so much pain.. If not for those few left who love us wholeheartedly, where would we be? Where would I be?
It's such a mad mad rush..
#MusingsOfARestlessMind
